Best of luck to Candice for her SIA cabin crew interview

Dinner with Buyii on friday
(ллmy dearest for accompanying me nua in office till 7:15pm, thou as per what she say different MRT line somemore, lol)
Cannot tahan till 9.30pm so I drag Buyii into Macdonalds for quick bite
Supposed to dine at Marina Square but was stunted when we saw the Q outside Sakae Sushi @ 8:56pm
Decided to head for Changi Airport T2 with the help of a TAXI

• Buyi said it's very bo hua for me (thanks to the happy meal)
  
  
• I'm super tired till my eyes were already half-closed when gossiping with her and she asked me : talk to me very boring is it !?!??! ( Of cos not )
  
  
• I managed to psycho her to bring forward our Hong Kong trip to end July
  instead of end August ( Still in the mist of planning ) Buyi, very seriously asked me to start saving for our HK trip cos she say the worst scenario is when you go there and realise you are too broke to buy anything. And it's not like we've not tried sharing 1 Ice Lemon Tea in Mongkok Macdonald before.
  LOL
  
  
• If you think I'm very mean to my sisters then you should let Buyii tell you the kind of treatment she has for her brother. Poor ah xian always ganna bully when his dad & mom is sleeping. Title of the story - Domestic Tradegy!
  
  
• I asked Buyii if I still like hello kitty and pink when I reach my thirties would people laugh at me.
  
  
• We talked about how people whom were very very very close to us in the past can pretend not to see us on the street (²ÁÉí¶ø¹ý). Quoted from Debbie's blog: ºÃʧÍû,ÒòΪÅóÓѲ»ÊÇÕâÑùµÄ. Can't help but feel very ÐÄËá & ´ìÕÛ when people whom you used to be very close with is now close with people whom you don't like. ÒÔÇ°µÄÒ»Çж¼Ò»±Ê¹´ÏúÁËÂð? ËùÒÔÊÀÊÂÎÞ¾ø¶Ô, Çë´ó¼ÒÕäϧµ±ÏÂ,ÒòΪËùÓеÄÈ˺Íʶ¼»á±ä¹Ò.ÕâÒ»ÃëµÄÈ˺ÍʺܿÉÄÜ»á³ÉΪÄãÏÂÒ»ÃëµÄ»ØÒä. And I guess only she knows how I feel about µÚÈýÕß. Ò»¶¨ÒªÕù³³²Å»á±ãµÃ¸üºÃÂð? I beg to differ - Buyii, ÎÒÏàÐÅÎÒÃÇ»¹ÓкܶàµÄ8ÄêÒª×ßÏÂÈ¥,Ò»Æð¼ÓÓÍ
  
  
• No more train service to Boon Lay @ 11:30pm. We did not hear the announcement and I was still happily 'playing with' the annoucement when Buyii was doing ATM transfer.
  
  
• Finally my 1.5 hours journey from Changi Airport back to Ang Mo Kio. Slept on the bus like nobody's business
  

XXXXX: Hey girls, I think there is something I should remind you all. I know we'll be upset by some things or some people at work, and throwing tanthrums are inevitable. But before you show your temper, look around your surrounding. Make sure that there's no 'outside people' cos you'll never know what they are going to say or do beyond this door.


Personally I feel that if I were to look up and down, left and right before I flare up on some things or some people, by the time I finish evaluating the environment to see if it's appropriate for that emotion of mine at that very moment, all my fury and anger  would be extinguish.
And I really think I'm not holy to that extent where I can be so rational.
Like what I say : µÚһʱ¼äµÄ¸Ð¾õÊÇ×îÕæʵµÄ
Well, I'm quite interested to know how calm you can stay when provoked. 
Were you very peaceful when communicating with the MOM officers ?
Did you stay as calm when you were on the phone with R trying to fix the system's fault ?
Did you raise your voice pitch when explaining to J that we do not have access to WPOL to update insurance policy details ?

How funny, the pot is callng the kettle black again !

I'm really sick & tired of repetition .. 
ͬһ¾ä»°ÄãÊÇÒªÎÒ½²¼¸±é !??!
DON'T OVERESTIMATE ME !

Today I was assigned with another ad-hoc task -
Collation of document records for internal audit purpose
Reason for being 'arrowed' - I was spotted dilly-dallying

XXX : tian, how's your schedule like today ? Is it tight ? I've a task for you which must be completed by 4pm today.

tian :  okay lor, I got to rush payroll later. What task is it ?

( PS* It's commonsense for all payroll administrators to say 'rush payroll'/'chiong payroll', even if it's not urgent or anything. That's the culture. So far  I have yet to hear anyone use 'stroll payroll'/'amble payroll' )

XXX :  Rush payroll ? What are you still doing there ( my qing ai de's place ) when you need to rush payroll ?

tian : okokokokokok, fine. You provide me with the necessary instructions k.

Till now I'm still bearing grudges over that statement made - What are you still doing there when you need to rush payroll ? 

Must I always be seated fixed at my seat when I rush payroll ?
Seems like they really don't quite get my personality leh
If work is really work to me then I'll not be there.
if there's no fun & other entertainment elements in work do you think I'll still obediently drag my feet that weigh as much as 10 tonnes to work every morning ?
These people must be kidding 

@ 11 : 40

XXX : BH has already submitted hers to AL .....  etc etc etc 

@ 14 : 45 

XXX: tian, I'm going for lunch. Do you have anything to ask me ?

tian :[ clarified some things ]

@ 15: 30

XXX: If you really can't make it, we can ask for time extention from accounts

tian : No need lah, should be alright

I sent out the email at 17:05 ( lol, an hour and five minutes late! )


tian : I've sent out the thing.

XXX : You completed the task faster than expected .

tian : Why leh ? You think I won't be able to produce what you want by today ah ? 
        
XXX : I expect you to take more than what you took to complete it. Cos I see you taking your own sweet time. Actually do you know that I'm waiting for you to seek help ? First, I told you BH has submitted hers to AL, that was to pressurise you. Then I delibrately stayed on and went for late lunch, still remember I keep asking you if you've got anything to ask me before I go for lunch ? I'm waiting for you to ask for help cos it's already going to be 3pm.

tian : [ laughed ] I don't like to seek help cos this makes me feel incompetent

XXX : No... You need to seek power of teamwork when you're running short of time. Next time when you take over _____, you'll have loads of reports to generate and you gotta make sure they are all on time and all those require precise & delicate time management! You might think this is a simple task but to me this simple task will uncover your potential etc etc etc

(That's why I say don't overestimate me, I'm as shallow as can be, there's no existance of your so-called 'potential')

This is obstinate me. I don't like to seek help from others cos I'll feel lousy. Not because I'm atas but because I've my pride to uphold.
And I'll not.. especially when I know there's someone out there waiting to see me defeated
Well,of cos there is always room for exceptional case like my qing ai de helping me audit documents in the storeroom. lol. Love her so much !

I love quick updates, so bear with me k !

14-04-2008 Monday

Assigned with new task - Bank Reconcilation
Can't they just wait till I've offload/handover my current account before adding on more?
I'm already so tied up with so many adhoc issues and there they are..
Please dont overestimate me, dont tell me things like "You shouldn't take more than 2 months to master this", "I hope you won't fail me" etc
You don't have to coat your words with honey when assigning new task to me
To me, asking me to do things means asking me to do things.
Since I'm not given any say in this, you don't have to tell me why this decision was made. Moreover when you don't mean what you say

15-04-2008 Tuesday  

Happy 21th Birthday to Mr. Zhang Qijian

(Paiseh-ed that the birthday wish came only at 11.53pm, lol)

16-04-2008 Wednesday  

HRM(i) Test 2
I was absent for Test 1 so I thought if I were to study like fcuk for Test 2 & Test 3 and slog a lil, it wouldn't be too hard to pass this module.
But I was so wrong, the questions made me stunted for 5 mins.
My usual style, crap throughout.
The joker sitted beside me asked me to enlarge my fonts so that he could scan through my paper.
My question is : Is he sure he wants to scan on someone who only attend 1 pathetic lesson for this module? Is he sure he wants to target on someone who only know there will be a test the day before?
Duh right ?
Seriously, I know my ultimate goals better than anyone else do.
I know I shouldn't be so wildful and undisciplined.
But sometimes I will think, for that Diploma in Business & Human Resource Management, to what extent of my personal time & freedom must I forsake?
What other things would I have to give up? 
I hoped I could be more rational
Argh! Someone talk some sense into me cans!

17-04-2008 Thursday  

Nua-ed with qing ai de & nicola at Changi Airport after work
This used to be my favourite past time in the past
But how sad, it seems like I no longer have the luxury time to sustain this enjoyment of mine
The airport is really a conducive environment
But I don't like the fact that it is also a place of farewells & partings

18-04-2008 Friday  

I did not prove Qiuyue wrong; cos I skipped class again
Wahahaha
Nua-ed with qing ai de at office.
She was supposed to chiong payroll, but I don't know why she chiong payslips
I was supposed to write my HRM(II) paper, but ended up cyber stalking
lol
Actually from the bottom of my heart, I don't hate my workplace/work so much as night as compared to the day.
My work/workplace is actually not that bad when I factor out the people/things/policies I dislike.

19-04-2008 Saturday  

My official beauty sleep day 
I put qing ai de's aeroplane and con her to my house for nua-ing
lol. 
This »µÈË said she dislike my blog 
@^%#^*&#^!^#&%#^%&#%&^%#^$%^#$^@$#&

20-04-2008 Sunday  

Celebrated Jenny's son, Jay's first month of birth 
How adorable is the baby boy!
Jenny still joked so bubbly with us like before despite her status as a mother
(Sorry, I always portray a woman entering motherhood being more stern and serious, paiseh paiseh, stereotyping again~ lol) 
Anway, —L�K•Ÿ"I‰æ–Ê
I was thinking :
When will my heart settle down to reach this stage ? 
Will I find the right companion to walk with me till this stage? 
Or will I enter old age alone?
Hais.....
After that was shopping @ Orchard 
Bought Anna Sui's Secret Wish series fragrance & mascara and heels from Charles & Keith!
Woohoo~I'm so contented
 I love shopping!

Celebrated advance birthday for Qijian @ Kuishin Bo Suntec
Cordial invitation were sent out to all.
Attendees for the evening were: Weijie, Neo, GuangYe, ________, __________, Buyi and myself.
Oh I must apologize for being sucha lousy organiser cos I was freaking busy with work the past week.
*Paiseh Paiseh* [ Bow ] lol
Thumbs-up for the food! *yummylicious
A big THANK YOU to Weijie and Buyi for feeding me with ready-to-eat prawns and drinks!  
Okay, I admit, I've been terribly spoilt by them. *hearts hearts* lol
The guys took as long as 30mins to decide the next programme till Buyi was kinda frustrated and started nagging  
Tentative after-dinner programmes were either :
- Soccer match viewing + drinking @ DXO
- K session @ Suntec
- Mahjong @ someone's house

But eventually we went partyworld @ Bishan.
lol.
I didn't know nightlife at Bishan can be so happening~
Woohoo!
At one point of time, everyone started chatting about the past when _______ was singing ( Don't know what was his name cos I was late for the 'introduction', anyway another joker lah)
So poor thing, ganna ignored!
Anyway, what I'm trying to say was : I really missed the good old days.
The days where there was togetherness in everyone.
The days where everyone shared a common goal
(But sad to say, our common goal was to bully others) lol
It was so different from what I'm going through now.
Trust me, the path towards adulthood aint easy.
Do you believe if possible, I'm willing to use one thing very precious to me to exchange for the past ?
Impossible but I wished.  
Well, back to it, overall the evening was filled with fun
The joy, the laughter, the happiness will be remembered. 
I feel blessed to have them as my friends
I treasure them, I swear

�@Yummylicious

 

 tian & buyii 

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The indecisive guys. lol

 
My best pal bought this for me from Taiwan *hearts hearts

I think it's a little too obvious

I should have hide my emotions better

Perhaps one is more genuine when she's herself

But I'm really ___________________

argh..

tian shall vent and rant it here once and for all~

Things will resume back to normal tommorrow

*¼ÓÓÍ!